Dimpy35 Sexy BBW Looking for Honest Man

I am a fun loving bbw, and for those of you that don't know what that means I am a Big Beautiful Woman, that's looking for someone that is looking for a serious relationship..... I work hard and play hard and love hard. I want to meet someone that isn't into head games and someone that doesn't tell me everything they think I wanna hear just to get me in bed.... and I am learning that my ability to know when someone is just bullchitting me, or really caring about me, is still not working very well.... I am a very honest and open person and very very open minded, and need someone that is the same... I love being romantic and sensual as well.. flirting in public with my mate is something I really enjoy as well.... I am looking for someone that will get to know me from the inside out and know that just because a woman isn't a size 5 doesn't mean that some totally awesome qualities are not there :). I am dimpy thirty five where everyone loves those smiley faces. I am looking for someone that is HONEST!! I just got out of a short relationship with someone that would rather lie then tell the truth, and I have to tell you, I would rather be crushed by the truth then be deceived by a lie. I love riding with someone on motorcycles and like going to the bike rally's, and riding thru the country. I went thru the toughest time of my life, from Jan '05 until Dec '05, 11 long months of Chemo and I won!! and I am just now getting back into the dating scene. Looking For: I am looking for someone that has good family values and high morale's, that is happy with just me. Spending time, boating, watching movies, drives in the country, spending time with his/mine kids, cuddling on the couch, surprising each other in the shower, fun stuff, spontaneous stuff, but most of all, someone that lights up a room and my life with just his smile. I am a person with a high energy level and am looking for the same, I am not looking for couch potatoes, drunks or drug abusers, don't get me wrong I like having a few drinks and even throwing down a good time from time to time but I don't want to be involved with someone that centers their life around when they are going to get their next drink.