visitor to a small planet

i am a self made mediocrity. meaning i didn't focus on making money except for a short time trading commodities and that burned up any chance of big bucks. I am now writing- I have a passel of memoirs. i own a natural foods store and have become a poor man's doctor. I am intuitive, esp. for a male. I have recently come back to the idea of finding my other half. i was out of the game for 8 years. I grow legal marijuana too. i am an intellectual who lives in a beer budget mind.